Design and Writings by Riz
Bluedfiles Version 17
� April 2005

First of all,
Thanks guys: Mikks, Ate Moja, Ate Jam, Ate Rhea, Normi, Marian, and MIkks, and Mikks, and Mikks again, and some more Mikks.. (haha, like I said, I owe you dude!). I appreciate all the comments and "happy bdays". hehe. ? HUGS to you all. ?

Silence.
"Kamusta?" is one question I have a hard time answering for the past weeks. Not that I'm not ok. It's more of like, I feel as if my blah days are on their full swing. Yet, little by little, God is showing me why.

As Ate Stef once said, In silence, there is eloquence (or something to that effect). Incidentally, I happened to prove that premise true -- for the past days, I have survived torturous probings on my current state by just smiling, and remaining in silence. For some reasons, it saddened me, but now.. I'm actually fine with it.

For the first time, even after months of listening to it, I've appreciated the lyrics of this song by MercyMe, as if it was written for this particular period of my life..

Word of God Speak.
I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say

*Word of God speak, would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to seeYour majesty
To be still and know, That You're in this place
Please let me stay and rest in Your holiness
Word of God speak

I'm finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
All that I need is to be with You
And in the quiet hear Your voice*

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay...


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I thought I'd declare a hiatus (by the power vested on me by uh, myself, hehe) since I haven't been updating this site anyway and all. I thought I'd disappear from this site for a while. And maybe, that's what I shall do for now.

Just for a while, of course.

For the meantime, I'd be hiding in the shadows of tabulas.

Don't worry, I'm ok, really.
In my silence.. is eloquence. Think that. c",)

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay...

Riz Blabbered @ 4:11:00 AM.

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