Design and Writings by Riz
Bluedfiles Version 17
� April 2005

semi hiatus.
yesterday, during one of my major classes, thanks to our beloved Ma'am Umali, i came face-to-face once more with the reality that im a junior now.. and in less than 3months i'll be a graduating stud (hopefully)... with just a few more months left in this sem, i realized (it's about time, riz! ugh.) that i really have to start getting my priorities straight already.. meaning: more time studying and less time on the net. aww. owell, i wont be far anyway. maybe once in a while i could use some study breaks. *wink* for the meantime, check BITS if you miss me. =)

Riz Blabbered @ 3:42:00 PM.

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behind the smiles.
kuya niks turned 21 last friday (24th) and as a birthday gift, kuya nate and i organized a surprise party for him at mcdonalds somewhere in manila. (uh, right.. what's with McDo and people turning 21 anyway?) it had been his dream to celebrate his debut (yeah, yeah) at mcdo. so we granted his wish. all my brother's college friends were there.. and our whole barkada too.. im sure kuya had fun.. he looked so happy.. and even though for some reasons i found myself depressed as we leave McDo, i knw that as long as he's happy.. then i should be.

Riz Blabbered @ 7:39:00 PM.

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now it haunts me again..
today i saw a ghost of my past.. do you know that feeling.. that for a long time you've held back, tried to take your mind off a person, and found your way to be whole again. and you thought you were really over him na. then suddenly, unexpectedly, you saw each other again.. and just the sight of him made your knees tremble and brought back all the memories you've pushed at the back of your head and the emotions you've tried so desperately to repress. then all your resolutions melted into nothingness. and when the day was finally over, you knw you have to pull yourself up from the pit of love again.. siiigh.

so now i ask myself once more, is love really worth it? darn. no matter how hard and confusing it is, i always end up with one conclusion: yeah.. yeah, it is..

Riz Blabbered @ 7:13:00 AM.

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yesterday was a day filled with sighs.. after my class, i went to katipunan (katips' starting to become my fave place!) to attend my friend's, sheila, birthday party at McDonalds. she's 21 years old. hihi. kiddie party for her 21st bday. nice noh? anyway, i was with my bestfriend, jeffrey, the whole time.. and yeah, with chona and her friend too.. gabby, one of my closest friends from masci, came around before the party was over. hehe, we had an impromptu highschool reunion.. ang saya! we ended up at Gayuma, a nice, cozy place in katipunan (perfect for dates.. heehee *hint,hint*), for dinner as a post-party for sheila. with these four wonderful people of my life, and BTS for desert, the night's definitely one that would go down the memory lane.. sigh. being together again brought memories after memories, corny jokes after another, and sob stories and life problems that made us come face-to-face with the reality that we're really starting to get older na.. yikes, we'll all turn 20 this year.. and we're all graduating in less than two years. scary, yes.. but exciting nonetheless. hihi.

the night passed by in a blurry whirl of laughter, reminiscing, bonding, and updating each other's lives.. i had fun.. and i'd sure be lookin forward to more of those.. thanks guys..=)

Riz Blabbered @ 6:40:00 AM.

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yey!! i finally got this working!!! wee!!! *struggling for composure* ayt, i'll save my excitement for my next blog.. check the time. i haven't slept yet and i've got class in less than 6 hours. (freak!) as for now, i have to sleep. tomorrow's a few hours away..

Riz Blabbered @ 5:10:00 AM.

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