Design and Writings by Riz
Bluedfiles Version 17
� April 2005

Sign of Bumhood No. 7354.
When I closed this site about a month ago, I didn't know I would go on LOA. I closed it because I thought I’d be busy with school this semester. I thought it would be the end of my blogging career. (haha, yeah, it IS a career). But hey, look, Im still here. Hehe. And now, not only am I maintaining a blogsite of my own, I have several new projects as well.

SVCFdiliman.tk - an invitation site for the Alumni Homecoming of my beloved org, SVCF, whom I miss so much. *sniff, sniff*
sistersbyheart.blogspot.com - a joint blogsite with Ate Jam.
thebluewhale.blogspot.com - a blogsite for Kuya Jonas, a fellow pinoysaint.

And of course, my tabulas is still up, for journal entries I dare not broadcast to the whole world. Hihi.

KC2K3 is still up too. I'm thinking of creating a new layout for it.

Obviously, I enjoy creating all these layouts.. ok, I'm not an expert yet. But lately, I'm beginning to realize that sooner or later I'd get tired of this eventually. Or then again, maybe someday I'd get a real formal course on webdesign and be a professional one at that.

Someday.


"Pray without ceasing."
While waiting for a job interview at a business office in Makati last week.

Riz: O, JV! Asan ate mo?
JV: Ayun, sa loob, iniinterview.
Riz: So kanina ka pang 1 o’clock dito?
JV: *projects that killer smile of his* Oo.. gutom na nga ako eh.
Riz: Almost three hours? Anong ginawa mo the whole time?
JV: *smiles again* Nagpray without ceasing.. sabi ni Ate eh.
Riz: Haha. Ang pogi mo talaga!
After a few more laughs..
Some guy named Marson: Rhiza Sanchez. Miss Sanchez, your next..
Riz: Yay, ako na.. oi JV, pagpray mo ko ha..
JV: *smiles* (I can imagine JV’s face now as I type this) without ceasing? oo ba!
*Riz smiles and nods*

I knew he prayed for me then.

I was green with envy. Everytime I think of that incident, I silently wish I had a brother like him too.. man, I’ve been wishing for that for so long. A brother.. or at least someone who wouldn’t mind waiting three hours for me on job interviews and take me home afterwards.

Maybe this Christmas, my wish would come true.


Za-za-zooo.
My cousin and I were watching SATC last night. I got a new word. Za-za-zoo. It's a word Carrie (the lead protagonist) used to describe that tingling feeling you have when you're inlove. Some people are settling down. Some people settle. But some people won’t settle for less than the butterflies, she said. My cousin and I both smiled. It reminded me of BITS, one of my group blogs. It reminded me of those framed butterflies Ate Jam and I used to joke about. It reminded me of that butterfly wing I pasted on my journal (yup, that one you blogbashed. hehe.). It reminded me of my Ninong’s wedding where they made hundreds of butterflies to fly away as they kiss the night away.

And then it made me drift away to my mushiness again, dreaming of that eternal bliss, if ever God would allow me to have one. And while reading kuya raden’s blog at it, I found myself hoping I was the one who thought of writing those stuff first. So there.. read his November 17 blog. That’s exactly what I wanted to blog about. Hehe. Peace, kuya raden. Your blog made me think na kinikilig din si Lord everytime a match is made.. hehe. Just a thought.

I’m not feeling the za-za-zooo right now.

Maybe someday.



Thanks people!
jen marian keren joni hyacinth mak trixy jen vinz mikks trisha raden abs

Riz Blabbered @ 1:53:00 PM.

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Yes, I'm back. It's sooo easy to figure out why. Hehe.

Once there was a girl who became a woman by being a bum.
Last Tuesday, I finished filing for my Leave of Absence from the university. It was supposed to be an easy task of finding people to sign in your clearance, lining up to pay, and submitting your papers. UP students do it all the time. And they usually do it in a breeze. But me, I had to come back twice, and be delayed several times. (Is it my fault if the college dean had an executive meeting the day I was about to get his signature?) Not once, not twice, but countless times, I asked a silent question to God why I had to go through things the hard way. But aright, I so believe that He has a purpose for all these delays. I may not exactly know what, yes.. but He knows. And that’s one thing that's keeping me afloat. It’s all up to the Boss.

So this is what happens when you're a bum. (haha, I’m loving it na, really!) You wake up each morning not knowing how you gona spend your day. You click on your TV, or the computer even before you brush your teeth. All day round you find yourself thinking a lot. You become too observant of the things that happen in your life and you think all day why they had to happen that way. You find reasons even for the littlest things like jeepneys passing by, and falling in line for almost two hours. You suddenly become interested about other people's jobs, and you become aware of the different call centers in Metro Manila. Your try to keep your room neat, a rumple in the bedcovers freaks you out. You start putting your website back up after closing it down and creating such a dramatic exit (haha!) because you dont have anything to do with your time. You memorize all the lines from commercials in TV, and you start watching Bida si Mister, Bida si Misis too. The list goes on.

Oh by the way, I have a new crushie. Paolo Valenciano. Man, he is soooo cute. Great voice too. And he's a Christian, 10,000 points. Another proof that all the attractive guys are either taken, or celebrities. Ok, ok, I can hear some people objecting, hehe.. not ALL then. Yuck, I am such a kiddo! Paolo’s what, 17? And the last time I had a crush like this was about three years ago. Eek. I bet my cousin is laughing right this moment. (Don’t worry about me jen, I’m still sane.)

There you go. If you can see me now, you'd probably see the word BUM written all over my face. But hey, I know that being like this for a while is something I'll miss someday. So I'm enjoying it while it lasts. Hehe.

Now, WELCOME ME BACK. c",)

Riz Blabbered @ 8:08:00 AM.

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