Design and Writings by Riz
Bluedfiles Version 17
� April 2005

the defense of the guiltless.
because of that butterfly blog i was branded "mamamatay butterfly", and having "schizotypal borderline antisocial personality disorder" by some people. while the butterfly hoarded about a dozen sympathies, i, meanwhile, got despised at.

except for some people who cheered on and told me they'd do the same, the rest, whom i thought were my friends, went against me and gushed about the dead butterfly. but think again, wasn't the butterfly one blessed creature for getting itself a memorabilia on the pages of my journal, and on a tiny portion of the cyberspace? i should be the one getting credits. thank me, please.

and so i'd say this again..

1) THE BUTTERFLY WAS ALREADY DEAD WHEN I TORE ITS WINGS;

2) i used the words "killed" and "brutally" because i'd like to think of myself as a writer who exaggerates once in a while because as far as i know, that's how writers should be.

i am so brilliant.

but then again, im glad i posted that thing up. i've never gotten that much comments for a long time. ha, ha.

peace. :)

Riz Blabbered @ 1:51:00 AM.

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i killed a butterfly.
we were at a wedding. about a hundred butterflies were made to fly away.

when the commotion on the butterfly ceremony died down, we saw this really heart-breaking sight: a butterfly on the ground, struggling with its last breaths. my friend and i stared right at it, helpless. there was nothing we could do but watch it die.

and when it had its final breath, i subjected the poor thing to a double death.

i brutally tore its wings apart so i can have something to paste on my journal.

haha.

Riz Blabbered @ 10:20:00 PM.

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si ate jam.
i had to take a breather before i plunge into the sea again. ate jam and i went to see that Mandy Moore chic flick this afternoon, and as always, we had fun. i've been blabbering nonstop about her in my blogs so i guess it's about time that you see her for yourself now. hihi.



yup. that's her. (and me of course) :)

wagi! ang ganda naten ate jam. winner na naman ang mga beauty naten. haha. magcomment ka or else!! ;)


plugs.
she moved. she's back. give her a hug. he's a doctor???!! (hihi, peace kuya Raden) she's my new friendster!

hell week.
and so my hell week continues on. papers, deadlines, youth camp and sem-ender retreat preps in the next three weeks.

inhale, exhale. you can do this riz.

Riz Blabbered @ 8:13:00 PM.

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im going to have my grad pic taken this afternoon. hooray!! :D

addicted.
im getting addicted to this and this, and it's eating up tooo much of my time again! i'm overloaded with things to do and yet, here i am, online. eek.

i will not go online tonight. there. itaga nyo sa mga computer monitors nyo! ate jam, pakibatukan ako please.

i will not go online tonight. i will not go online tonight. i will not go online tonight. hmm. this is nice... haha.

i will not go online tonight. i will not go online tonight. i will not go online tonight. i will not go online tonight. i will not go online tonight. i will not go online tonight. i will not go online tonight. i will not go online tonight. i will not go online tonight. i will not go online tonight. i will not go online tonight. i will not go online tonight. i will not go online tonight.

I WILL NOT GO ONLINE TONIGHT.

i really should say this more often to convince myself. freak!

Riz Blabbered @ 8:14:00 AM.

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