Design and Writings by Riz
Bluedfiles Version 17
� April 2005

this is the third time i'm gona type this. arrrg. *inhale,exhale*

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someone recently said something like, there will always be those times in our lives when we play along the boundary "between the immature and the not-so-immature". (yes, you! you know who you are.) ok, ok.. right now, i'm on the former's side, if that's what you mean. ;)

confessions.
i have several confessions to make.

one. i didn't bother watching The TwinTwo Towers (LOTR) last year because i sorta judged that i'd have the same experience as with the first one (The Fellowship of the Ring). you see, while most people saw the movie twice, thrice, many times over, i, on the other hand, fell asleep halfway through it. it was fine, yes. but as of the moment, i'm still in the process of trying to recall which part i fell asleep over, and why i did so in the first place. i did fall inlove with Legolas, though. as a matter of fact, that's the only thing i could comment on whenever people around me would talk about LOTR that time.. "ay, oo, grabe, ang pogi ni Legolas!" hehe.

and yeah, haha, i bought for myself one of those LOTR tumblers from Jollibee yesterday. the Legolas one, of course. yipee.

anyway, i'm planning to see ROTK soon (see that, im obsolete!), and hope that i'd have a better experience this time around. i'm thinking of watching The Two Towers on VCD (anyone who has a copy?) so i wouldnt feel lost, at least. or then again, do you think i'd enjoy ROTK even without part two?

two. i like Matrix more than LOTR.

three. i have another new blog. don't ask me why, don't ask me where.

four. my heart is fluttering like crazy. uh, yes, because of someone. don't ask.

five. i'm coming back to the heart of worship.

many times over, He has proven to be the stubborn God that He is, always getting back what He owns. you get lost, He looks out for you. you try to hide away from him, He finds you. you run away from Him, He runs after you. you let go of His hand, He tightens His grip around yours. and just when you're about to plummet into the ground, tired from all the running and hiding away, He's right there, with His arms open wide, waiting for you to fall back into His embrace. amazing.

back home. yup, that's where i'm going.

six. i'm going to miss being a bum. (finally!). after months of waiting, i got the call i've been waiting for. while i'm so excited to start working already, my heart just won't stop crying inside, because i know, that i dont deserve such blessing, such perfect timing, from Him. but hey, ok, i won't make a big drama out of it here na. just celebrate with me.. :)

at long last, i can finally shout these three words i've been wanting to say for quite some time now (ate jang, scream with me!): BUMS. NO. MORE.

BUMS NO MORE!! oh yeah.

[Ed.] haha! some tolkien freaks you guys are, you didnt even notice i typed Twin Towers, and not Two Towers!! Thanks for noticing, budj! (ano ba, kung sino pa yung engineer!! ha, ha.)

Riz Blabbered @ 12:10:00 AM.

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