Design and Writings by Riz
Bluedfiles Version 17
� April 2005

first day.
it's the first day of the month.

i can't believe that school's gona start again in a few weeks.. it seems like just a few days ago, i was cramming with my two thesis-buddies, trying to beat a major deadline.. and later on, dragging up my luggages on a habal-habal (a motor cycle with a 3-passenger capacity) to Camp Bato, Sibonga, Cebu for a month-long IVCF Leadership Camp… and much later on, on my way back to Manila with my eyes swollen red because of tears… both of sadness and joy (read the past blogs)…

and then again, just a few days ago i was a teenager (er, yeah… my transition-from-teenagedom-to-adulthood drama is not yet over), without much direction, afraid of what may come... but now, here I am… a 20-year old, still the same insomniac i’ve always been, but filled with renewed hope and faith as I look forward to what God has in store…

this week, I’ll be enrolling for the first semester of my senior year. yay.. i’m going to be a senior. i’ll have my grad pic taken any time soon. and I’ll be graduating, hopefully, in less than two years… it excites me so much and yet, i couldn’t help but feel a bit scared still, once in a while… i’ve been experiencing a lot of transitions and i’ll sure be having more of that in the next few months/years to come… alongside would be more stress, challenges, people, research papers (oh no!), trials, and all those things that make life what it should be… but then again, through all these, i know that God will be my strength, as He has always been…

i’m not bothered anymore.
...and so the drama of my life continues. but one thing i'll make sure of.. this is one story i won't hold the pen on... coz i was once again reminded that from then, til now, He is the author this book called My Life... and knowing this, i know there's nothing to worry about...

Riz Blabbered @ 2:25:00 AM.

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