Design and Writings by Riz
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� April 2005

I cast all my cares upon you. I lay all of my burdens down at your feet. And anytime I don’t know what to do, I will cast all my cares upon you
-- Kids' Praise

Is it just me or the blogworld has really gone silent the past days? *looks around*

Uh yeah, I guess it’s just me.

This morning, I got home from school all tired and weary. I’d like to think it was just an aftershock of our brain-draining midterms in Ethics this morning, and the fact that I haven't got any sleep since Sunday.. but then, in my heart, I knew well that it’s beyond just that.

You know that feeling? When your heart feels so heavy, you long to just shut your eyes off and cry your way sleep? When life’s challenges coupled with some unexpected stings come around, and all the stress and fears just start to numb you away? When your mind wanders around for hours, and you end up not doing anything that you start to get depressed? When you feel so worn out and helpless, you want to just disappear and run into His embrace?

Funny how children's songs give me an enormous amount of comfort the past weeks. This morning (when I got home from school), I fell asleep singing that song (up there) over and over in my head. Add it up with God’s constant assurance that He’s got everything under control.. I had peace.

Tonight, I’ll be singing that song again. Tonight, I shall sleep knowing that anytime I don’t know what to do, there’s Someone up there, waiting for me to cast all my cares, lay all my burdens, down at His feet.


Hi, Lurkers.
On a lighter note, it has constantly amazed me how many hits this site gets everday, albeit the irregularity of my updates. (Thanks to Statcounter.com, by the way, for providing the statistics.) Site meters, however, aren’t really capable of detecting who drops by. They could only give as much information as where the site visitors are from (this site gets visitors from Asia, and places such as Finland and Australia, among others, would you believe?) , IP Addresses, etcetera.

Anyway, I recently discovered where a number of my lurkers are coming from.

Last week, two girls from my college approached me (on separate occasions) and requested for an interview (with me!?) in relation to their undergraduate thesis. Blogging, apparently, has become a popular topic of research these days (why didn’t I think of this?), that's why. Because the blogger population has recently shot up, researchers have started paying close attention to it.

Thus, I found out, that many of my lurkers are coming from the Communication Research body of UP Diliman, who, I bet are feasting over the happenings in my life (hehe), and at the same time, scrutinizing my site as an object of their studies. Eek. Moreover, people coming up to me (or emailing me even) to whisper “I’ve been reading your blog, Riz” with sheepish grins on their faces are further additions to my growing number of evidences. Great. Just great. Yayness.

Pamy and Hazel, it was a thrill answering your interview questions. I hope I was able to help. God bless on your theses. :)

Now as for me, the word ‘thesis’ is just what I needed to hear. Panic alarm is growing louder and louder by the minute, I feel like I should go and say goodbye to social life for a while.

So before I disappear again into the cruel waves that make studenthood just how it should be, I blog this.. and hopefully, make my lurkers' time worthwhile with an update (finally). Hehe.

Inhale, exhale. Breathe, Riz. Be still and know that He is God. Things are going to get better soon.

Riz Blabbered @ 8:08:00 PM.

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