Design and Writings by Riz
Bluedfiles Version 17
� April 2005

a day of firsts.
on this first day of the year, I woke up around noon, tired from spending New Year's eve with my cousins. I had my first breakfast of hotdog and eggs (actually, it was more of brunch), had my first phonecall for the year with one of my high school friends, and now, my first blog. And, and.. come to think of it, the day was really just one of the ordinary. There was nothing much new except the fact that I know it’s gona be another year again to look forward to, another whole new story that’s about to begin. Let's just say that I’m a bit excited because I know God has so much in store for me. And yet, somehow, I cant help but have this certain fear deep within for reasons I cant quite explain.

But hey, that's normal for a first day, right?

doctor on call.
I'm typing this in Doc Ric's room. For those who doesn't know, he's my cousin. He just left for the Marshall Islands to practice medicine there, a career move he had to make. I’m blogging this because for one, I know he'd be reading my blog when he gets there (hehe). For another, I sure will miss him. (totoo doc!)

Which makes me think.. am i ready for such a big move? I mean, ok, Kuya Ric is like, more than a decade older than i am (hehe). But i know of some people, young as they were, compelled to fly to some strange place and start a whole new different life there. Now if God does call you do such such thing, i'm sure it's gona be one difficult decision to make, leaving the lifestyle you've had all your life, and all those people you've grown up with, to a place unknown.

hmm... tough.

ha, why torture myself thinking?? i guess i'll just cross the bridge when i get there. c",)

Happy New Year Everyone!

Riz Blabbered @ 5:55:00 PM.

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