Design and Writings by Riz
Bluedfiles Version 17
� April 2005

testing testing. im back.

yahoo conference with jen.
BUZZ!
nyeneks: :D
rhizanium: gota new layout! wee!
nyeneks: huh? ano ka ba?
nyeneks: kala ko ba busy ka?
rhizanium: haha! oo! busy ako!
nyeneks: haha. galing galing mo talaga!

i could hear her clapping. haha.

new Guiness-worthy records.
i had 2 new life records this weekend, i'm beginning to think i should be in the Guiness.

one. in the field of acads, i didnt sleep for 48 hours straight. and i only had 4 mugs of coffee. usually, at such a period, i would need about 10 mugs. or, i need at least an hour nap or something. but last friday (up to saturday), 4 mugs were all i had.

two. in webdesign, this is the freakiest record i've had. i made this layout for about an hour, and i wasn't even planning to make one. i mean, whoever in her right mind would think of making a layout in the middle of sleepless nights over piles of paperworks and video editting? only freaks would do that.

so ok, i am a freak, like my brothers would tell me. but it's just that.. ok, i was supposedly finishing up a project, and i thought, i needed a break. and this is the product of my freaky breaktime. i know i've got tons to do, but i need to do something I WANT TO DO for a change. hihi. so here.

just in case you're wondering.
im, little by little, finding my way to my real self again, thank God. and thank you to all of you guys who made it a bit bearable for me. thanks for the metaphysical cyber hugs, the prayers, and the words of comfort. i really appreciate it.

someone told me to cry it out. i did, several times. and just as she said, it really felt good. another friend also told me that i need to set aside my emotions for now.. especially that the semester's about to end, and requirements are piling up. which i did too. and again, i felt sooo much better.

the breathing space period was finally through. a new chapter has started. my responsibilities aren't over yet -- i still got so much to do. but at least now, i'll be facing all of these without a heavy excess baggage on my back.

Riz Blabbered @ 9:26:00 AM.

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