Design and Writings by Riz
Bluedfiles Version 17
� April 2005

just in time.
life has been a little busy lately.. God has been giving me overwhelming responsibilities.. and along with this, greater struggles through out the week. Oh yes, I always smile a lot.. but deep within the recesses of my soul, I long to release the tears away. There have been times when i just want to lock myself up in my room and cry it all out.. times when i just feel lost and weak and empty.. times when i get swallowed up by those large whirl of questions and uncertainties.. and even until now i still find this heaviness in my heart that i can't explain.. and yet, i'm still alive, still breathing, still holding on..

this morning, i was reminded once again that i have to keep my focus on things that are more important.. and that i have to cling to the One that never changes.. and once more I was reassured that in times of longing and pain, God, in His silence, keeps His firm hold of my hand, and never lets me go...

I have been trying to deal with these struggles, with the strength that God is continuously giving me.. but now, I have to let the tears fall for a while.. and maybe, as I wipe them dry, I’ll regain my focus and stick with it from then on..

I was on the verge of breaking apart.. but God came in again.. just in time.


Lord, I need your love
I need you by my side..
I know you are a shoulder I can lean on
when im hopeless and in times of desperation
and when I come to reach a point
when I’m about to lose my mind
You were here with me, just in time..

Riz Blabbered @ 2:08:00 PM.

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